Just God, I guess.
IIIII'm so done. I'm such a mixed bag of feelings right now; I can't even express. I'm so tired.. in more ways than I can say, too. Glad, happy, eager, excited, terrified, apprehensive, sad, hurt, upset, regretful, angry, hopeful, tense, nervous.............
My computer connection is so down it's been off since last night, so I'm scrapping the whole thing and have resolved to just take care of it when I pull it out of boxes the next time I go wherever I gotta go. ..Hopefully I'll have a hard-wired net connection then, and it'll make things a little easier.
During the times while I was waiting for my connections to see if they would repair, I started making a kitty web page. I'll upload that as soonas my comp is out of the box elsewhere, too. For now the computer is going to be boxed up and put in storage, until which time it is that I can actually have space to use it. If anyone wants to reach me, call the house (till tomorrow afternoon) or my cell.
Finishing the last of everything tonight. GAWDS I HAVE A LOT OF STUFF!!!
PLus I'm going to be both glad and still very sad that I'm leaving here. I'm going to miss a lot of folks, be sad about leaving others the way thigns are behind, and still be glad in other ways that I'm gettin' the hell outta here. There was a lot of good things about living in Winchester, but there was also a lot of bad, and I'm hoping things will get better for all of us as I move along. Maybe I'll get shed of some of this depression, I'll take hold of the better aspects of myself, and I'll actually become someone whom I like agian. Hey, we're hopin'.
Cheers to all and everyone I've known around here. Love ya, and thanks for all the fish. ;)
Putting Everything Away For Now...
..Or at Least Down.