The Sun Is Coming Up, and I Feel Much Better.

I'm still feeling wobbly and dazed around the edges, but hopefully a bit more sleep and the final throes of recooperation will recover that. Methinks all that noisy business from yesterday was just some sort of panic fit aroused by a good onslaught of shock setting in, but I'll not let that get the better of me. :)

I've tried to reach my father but both of his cell numbers are defunct.  However, I did pick up a missed call from the people @ SSI letting me know that I -might- be able to get something of a moderate advance payment on what might be coming, to help me out w/my current situation.   Things are not resolved by any means, but I am able to look at it all today (or at least, shall I say at this moment), with a somewhat clearer head, as well as a recooperating spirit.  The words "law suit" hit me quite terribly yesterday, but I know the only way I can recover from them is to recover from -this,- so, here I go, and hopefully I'll be able to get back to you all soon w/better (if not hopefully exceptional) news.  I know I've in many ways done this to myself.  But that's not gonna stop me from getting myself OUT. :)

Now I have to go write my aunt and see if she's been in contact with Ken (my father), and pray that somehow I can get the money I need together by Friday (to stop the law suit.)

Love and Hugs to You All, and to Those who Wrote, Grateful Thanks, (i'm all kinds of embarrassed about that last, shit-faced post...)
♥
Nae

I'm hating my computer, so I'm celebrating music instead.