My Little Shadsy-Boy is Gone

My last little rat Shadow has finally passed away.  I was just informed by my friend who was keeping him temporarily during this crazy moving shite.. and now he's gone...  I am so very glad I had the chance to pet him one last time before he went away.. and that- if he had to go, he was around other little rattie friends at the time- to ease his passing.  I only wish that I had been there, to tell him I love him one last time.

Hopefully I'll get his body soon, and be able to send him and his brother off in classic Viking style.. on the little lake my parents have in Front Royal.. since there no permanent place to bury them...

Fuck...!  This sucks so hard...  I feel like such a shit rat-mommy...

I love you little man.  I hope you know that- and knew that every day of your little life, throughout all the trials and troubles, all the ups and downs- and whether we were near or not.

You were so special to me...  And you always will be.

Love Love Love Love Love you Always, My Little Man,
Your Very Mournful Mommy